I'm Feeling Sexiee

I wanna here you scream my name

Hahaha i'm so fuckin retarded as hell today is thanksgiving yo ..... I just stuffed my face . Umm well my new school is going okay itz really fucking boring but hey wtf can u do hmm? A part of me didn't want to leave osseo but the most part wanted to becuz i wanted to change u know ? Without people being like damn "atelier" you changed like mad crazy . But then the part of me that really hates change wanted to stay u know and be my old self blah-blah . But hey i've adjusted to the new school . i wanna dye my hair black/blue or red in honor of hide . aite then bitches peace have a great thanks giving

I dunno what the hell got into me but i decide to try and find my father .....

or atleast i wanted to know some of my ancestry

My sister knows her father ..

yet she dosen't send him any money

while he starves{i dunno wether thats true} in africa

She has relatives she can vist

yet  she dosen't

her grandma was dying and she didn't even go and vist her

But she cried at the funeral though

{they all made fun of me at the funeral}

I have none of these things

i have no father

a mother who hates me 85% of the time

I have no relatives

I lie and call people i've known all my lives cousins

I think i might have a fucking mental disorder

Outta all these things i don't have there's one thing i go have

a little brother that i care a whole fucking lot about

My life can be fucked up as hell but as long as his is sorta close to perfect i don't give a damn 

 i feel so fucking ugly right now

I just want a father there for unknown reasons

U know how were moving rite ..well my mom says that i'ma have to switch school and i'm like man dude... and she says when we move to the new house she's either gonna beat the shit outta me to make me run away or else i think that bitch gonna kill me . Hopefully when we move and i'm there for like two months i'll finally run away mybe hopefully i have courage damn i need to start getting me some shelter phone numbers lmao

Well my mom's bout to kick my ass when she gets home .. for something i didn't do{will explain later.. umm well i geuss thats no party on saturday huh? Well i'm wearing all black with my hair tied back here she comes

Today was the first day of school....well 10th grade in new school{osseo}well today is a fucking bulshitty day as fuck......Well palisa and truong have classes together you might be wondering why i seem sorta agry about this right? Well it's confusing it all steams from the fact that truong is supposed to be my friend u knoe i don't want her to take him away from me.. fuck that if it happened i would be so mad . well if truong reads this he's gonna think wow wat a crazy bitch oh well.....Anywyz alot this anger steams from the fact that when we were coming home today like she was telling yoyo she picked my whole outfit which wasn't true becuz she just found the jeans for me at the store u knoe.. so i was like no u didn't she like yes i fucking did and then she dropped my biology book .. i was so fucking mad i was like fuck u i'm out and we were supposed to go park center for something and i'm like fuck u i ain't coming nomore she's like i ain't forcing u to come so i left and whatnot ...well i called her later on not to talk buddy+buddy or nothing i just want my green chucks cuz i'm going to wear green tommorow.. this is incredibly childish but i don't give a fuck!!! I mean i don't need her as a friend fuck that ... Well for the first day of school i wasn't nervous at all i was cool the school is big as fuck!!!I got lost so many times and shit .. there where so many uglyeee people. But me being the naturally talkative person i am i made some friends already. As for Palisa i dunno besides truong i dunno.Wellerz i'm in varsity band but like my teacher musta thought i was good cuz i skipped 9th grade band cuz i wanted french u knoe? But now i got band but my instrument happens to be broken well thats all for now.....Oh ya my mom is looking for a house with her boyfriend . even saying those words make me wanna throw up and his mother[who happens to be old} will be living with us me i'm so fucking angry rite now.. i wish i was a smoker so i could smoke right now

Someone Read This Article and tell me if it's not outright racism ... in america we don't have a fucking law that limits foreigners from participating in certain sports this article changes so many aspects of japan in my  mind

Report: Sumo reaches its limit for foreign wrestlers at 9:04 on September 1, 2005, EST.

TOK

Report: Sumo reaches its limit for foreign wrestlers at 9:04 on September 1, 2005, EST.

TOKYO (AP) - Foreign wrestlers hoping to enter Japan's ancient sport of sumo will have to wait in line. Because of a rule that permits only one foreign wrestler per stable, there are currently no openings for foreigners in sumo, the Yomiuri Shimbun reported Thursday.

A rule that allowed two foreigners per stable was abolished in 2002 and replaced with the current rule. Of the 54 stables in sumo, 50 already have one foreign wrestler. Stable masters at the other four said they have no intention of bringing in foreigners, opting instead to develop Japanese wrestlers.

Foreign wrestlers wanting to enter sumo will now have to wait for a foreigner at one of the 50 stables to retire or for one of the remaining four stables to change its policy.

Sumo's elite ranks have seen an increasing number of foreign wrestlers in recent years and the sport is dominated by Mongolian Asashoryu, the only grand champion competing in sumo.

Asashoryu won his 13th Emperor's Cup in July and became the first wrestler in almost 20 years to win five titles in a row.

Wrestlers from Russia, Bulgaria and Georgia have also moved up the ranks recently. Sumo hasn't had a Japanese grand champion since Takanohana retired in January of 2003.

There are 735 wrestlers currently competing in sumo, including 59 foreign wrestlers from 12 countries. When the Autumn Grand Sumo Tournament opens on Sept. 11 in Tokyo, 13 of the 42 wrestlers competing in the elite makuuchi division will be foreigners.

YO (AP) - Foreign wrestlers hoping to enter Japan's ancient sport of sumo will have to wait in line. Because of a rule that permits only one foreign wrestler per stable, there are currently no openings for foreigners in sumo, the Yomiuri Shimbun reported Thursday.

A rule that allowed two foreigners per stable was abolished in 2002 and replaced with the current rule. Of the 54 stables in sumo, 50 already have one foreign wrestler. Stable masters at the other four said they have no intention of bringing in foreigners, opting instead to develop Japanese wrestlers.

Foreign wrestlers wanting to enter sumo will now have to wait for a foreigner at one of the 50 stables to retire or for one of the remaining four stables to change its policy.

Sumo's elite ranks have seen an increasing number of foreign wrestlers in recent years and the sport is dominated by Mongolian Asashoryu, the only grand champion competing in sumo.

Asashoryu won his 13th Emperor's Cup in July and became the first wrestler in almost 20 years to win five titles in a row.

Wrestlers from Russia, Bulgaria and Georgia have also moved up the ranks recently. Sumo hasn't had a Japanese grand champion since Takanohana retired in January of 2003.

There are 735 wrestlers currently competing in sumo, including 59 foreign wrestlers from 12 countries. When the Autumn Grand Sumo Tournament opens on Sept. 11 in Tokyo, 13 of the 42 wrestlers competing in the elite makuuchi division will be foreigners.

Source++http://www.940news.com/nouvelles.php?cat=20&id=90111

Well now today was fairly intresting i was intending to make a hide layout but my paintshoppro shit expired . Might as well by the real shit except that i'm broke rite now . Anwyayz around 12 in the nite palisa had called me up and was like yo man some shit went down ... Here's the story.. Decontee was finna leave for philly so he was like man jr{decontee/mo's cuzin}was saying how he titi fucked tete and eliza{my cuz},Palisa, and me being next then yoyo .. so palisa and yoyo and mo them went to jr's house . Palisa started snapping and shit she was crying .. jr was like on my life i ain't say stuff like that yo he was finna cry too . Cuz we mad tight with him ...Mo them was just sitting there laughfing .. and tete was saying all this bullshit bout how she was gonna slap jr she ain't do shit the only reason she was talkin the load of shit was becuz she likes mo and all the shit ... so palisa finnally came to the conclusion that jr didn't say shit cuz decontee them set him up and shit....but umm the funny part was that yoyo ain't say shit . here was her plan she was finna call her peoples up then go to jr's job at tj max and get him fired ... Hahahaha by the way jr is 19 hmmm that was worthless info huh?

Yesterday we{palisa,yoyo,josephine and jr} went to the mall of america{told ma mom i was going to brookdale... anywayz when we were on this train i saw this old lady she posted up a poster of a guy who had down syndrome and was missing after doing this i think she slipped and all her cofee spilt on her i think it was his mom... well now i just found out that he was found dead and police don't think foul play was involved well i'm gonna make a layout of hide

Hey i just created my new layout u likes? no stealing or else i'ma get kyo to whoop your bitch ass

Were living like damn slaves in this fucking house...2:00 am lights out no computer sometimes tv but u have to be in your room if it was a school year i'd understand but it's my summer vacation.Ok suppose u don"t wanna go somewhere uth her fiancee... say no and she'll bitch at your for and hr. Say u go and u don'r greet him you get cussed out or maybe slapped which ever one 9:30 in the house or else whoah get your ass veat for that shit fo sho umm never borrow food from your friends parents ex last time we didn't have rice so me and palisa were hungry so we went to her house to get rice came back to mine to cook which we ended up not doing ... man i was so nervous i left the rice in the cabinets and boy when she found out she was snapping... when your brother u babysit 24/7 for free fucks up the house you clean it before she gets home or else it;s another bitchfest... This is the stupidest of all if your with your bro outside and u see rain clouds and they turn out to be tornado clouds and u don't knoe just get your asss home! Or else....{that was the night i almost hit the btich aka mom it felt so damn good}too bad it was an